\n| \n Prayer of a Workhorse<\/span> <\/span><\/span><\/strong><\/p>\nBy Lupe M\u00e9ndez<\/span><\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n <\/span><\/span><\/p>\nOh body<\/span>, do not corner me, <\/span> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\ndo not grind me into paycheck, <\/span> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n <\/span><\/span><\/p>\ngive me a moment of you, body, <\/span> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\na morsel\/laugh\/eye contact <\/span> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n <\/span><\/span><\/p>\na moment past a season in the sun.<\/span> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\nIn the winter, let me rest, reposo,<\/span> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n <\/span><\/span><\/p>\ngive me some time to poet, <\/span> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\nsome time to scribble moon x 100 <\/span> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\nblue mark black out page stages. <\/span> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n <\/span><\/span><\/p>\nI teach in a brick box. I am metal, <\/span> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\nan insurance horse, don\u2019t even have <\/span> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n <\/span><\/span><\/p>\nmy own dentist\/space\/shovel. <\/span> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\nWhen I finally die\/cry\/dream <\/span> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n <\/span><\/span><\/p>\nsomeone <\/span> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\nwill have to find me a substitute. <\/span> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n <\/span><\/span><\/p>\nThey will be the only one <\/span> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\nwho thinks of me \u2014 in the fall.<\/span> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n <\/span><\/span><\/p>\nWhere did he put all those things?<\/em><\/span> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n <\/span><\/span><\/p>\nAnd I will have to put myself together, <\/span> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\noutside the urn, go back to work, <\/span> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n <\/span><\/span><\/p>\nshow them where I put those things, <\/span> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\nthen ask them if they need help. <\/span> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n <\/span><\/span><\/p>\nI carry around a dead voice vase <\/span> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\nfull of wind. Wander without me, <\/span> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\nbody. Let me sleep, sleep, sleep <\/span> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n <\/span><\/span><\/p>\nin for the next few days, <\/span> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\npen a particular pillar, mirror it, <\/span> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n <\/span><\/span><\/p>\nwordsmith the shit wick out long <\/span> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\nwords, out of short words, a short <\/span> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\nwork week, maybe that is what is <\/span> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n <\/span><\/span><\/p>\nneeded. I cannot depend on you <\/span> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\nto hear me. You ask too much already. <\/span> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\nYou so caught up in you, you only <\/span> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\nlisten to for the word “you”. Funny, <\/span> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\nI did write them with you in mind.<\/span> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n <\/span><\/span><\/p>\nGlass: A Journal of Poetry<\/span><\/em> <\/em><\/span>(November 2017)<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\nLSLL<\/strong>: You have almost two decades of experience as a performance poet, opening for writers such as Dagoberto Gilb and performing across the country, from Houston to San Francisco. Please tell us how you became drawn to performance poetry. What was your first performance? <\/p>\n <\/p>\n LM: <\/strong>LOL. So back home in Galveston, I began playing in my middle school band under the direction of the great musical educator Ms. Izola Collins (QEPD). I learned to play trumpet in our marching\/orchestra band. I even got first seat! After that, I got into theatre in high school and have loved the stage ever since. In high school, I began writing poems, and by college I was hitting the open-mic scene while working with Nuestra Palabra: Latino Writers Having Their Say. <\/p>\n <\/p>\n LSLL:<\/strong> You are a teacher; you host the Inkwell podcast; you\u2019ve conducted writing workshops in Texas, as well as Miami and Chicago; and along with your wife, the writer Jasminne M\u00e9ndez, founded Tintero Projects. How do you approach teaching literature and poetry, in particular? How does that approach change with different student groups? <\/p>\n <\/p>\n LM<\/strong>: I teach my students that poetry and literature are like any other art form\u2014there is craft involved. I teach them to think of books and poetry and performance and speak of it the way they do about music and movies, because they are all narratives, and that’s how we connect to one another. I ask them to consider what of the narrative resonates with them; I ask them to think deeply about where they see themselves in the work they are reading; I ask them to look for what is both said and what is unsaid, that is, what is not pronounced? What isn’t directly pointed to but is just below the surface? I have taught for more than seventeen years, and you know, from kindergarten through twelfth grade, they eat up the idea of discovering new ideas just by reading. Plus, I throw in the context of the life of the writer, and then their minds are blown. <\/p>\n <\/p>\n LSLL: <\/strong>Speaking of literature and students, you are a member of Librotraficante, the organizers of which\u2014including you\u2014were awarded the Down Intellectual Freedom Award in 2012 for the defense of Mexican American Studies and literature in Arizona. How did you get involved with Tony Diaz and the Librotraficantes? How formative was that experience in your life and your own writing? <\/p>\n <\/p>\n LM:<\/strong> I began working with Tony Diaz with Nuestra Palabra. Back in the day, I helped with mailing flyers, eventually learning the ropes of how to host events and help bring writers into the city. I was able to talk to writers about the “poetry biz” and learned a lot about what happens when the lights go down and the interviews are over. This is all from 1999 until now. But in 2012, when Arizona passed the now illegal HB2281, banning ethnic studies and its books, it was serious. We know most of the writers who were banned, and when it comes to the education of a child\u2014a child who is hungry for knowledge\u2014we couldn’t ignore what was going on. We took all of our knowledge\u2014how to plan book events, how to run a book festival, how to organize volunteers\u2014and we created the caravan to take more than a thousand books to students in Arizona. I would say the Librotraficante Movement, which is still going strong, helped solidify my understanding that I can be a writer, a teacher, an activist\u2014and all this is the definition of a poet. <\/p>\n <\/p>\n LSLL:<\/strong> You and Librotraficante applied the Arizona experience to the struggle for Mexican American Studies (MAS) in Texas. Please tell us about the fight in Texas and where MAS stands now. <\/p>\n <\/p>\n LM:<\/strong> Since our return from Arizona in 2012, we have been working with the vast coalition of writers, artists, teachers, and activists across Texas, and I can gladly say that because of a fully unified front, the Texas State Board of Education allows Ethnic Studies in the curriculum. The next step is figuring out the book lists, the courses offered, and who wants to teach them. We have the resources and we know the way. <\/p>\n <\/p>\n LSLL: <\/strong>You are a CantoMundo Fellow, a Macondo Fellow, and an Emerging Poet Incubator Fellow. Your MFA was earned from the University of Texas at El Paso, the only bilingual MFA program in the United States. What does that program mean to you? Why do you think we only have one bilingual MFA program?<\/p>\n <\/p>\n LM:<\/strong> I am proud of the work of my alma mater. UTEP is leading the way in both the residency and the online program, as both are fully bilingual programs. I think it speaks loud and clear about what having a faculty of color means; the professors of the program are from a variety of races and ethnicities and it adds to the richness of the program. It is necessary. The writing industry is still very white, which means that voices like mine seldom get heard. This is slowly changing for the better. <\/p>\n <\/p>\n LSLL:<\/strong> You and Jasminne are new parents. The little one is about a year old now, I believe? How has marriage and parenthood affected and informed your writing? How do you and Jasminne support each other\u2019s writing careers? <\/p>\n <\/p>\n LM<\/strong>: We have always been hyper-involved in our own writing supports. We look to provide each other with the time and energy to do our own projects and support each other by reading each other\u2019s work. And now, with a baby, there is no change. Yes, we are tired (Jasminne more than I); yes, we are as busy as ever, but that just means we get to take baby on the road for readings and open mics and immerse our kid in the world we love. <\/p>\n <\/p>\n LSLL: <\/strong>Please tell us about what you\u2019re working on now and what\u2019s next for you. <\/p>\n <\/p>\n |